New House

November 22nd, 2009

I am glad to have a new house to stay but that comes with a cost. Dad and ma worked very hard. I think I will sacrifice my graduation trip to finish moving our stuff to the new house and also taking care and cleaning the house which some parts were not functioning yet.

I have been doing that since the day before yesterday and it was very tiring. Legs and hands were painful all over. Just walking in the house is tiring already what more cleaning it even if everyone was helping so I guess it is impossible for me to go graduation trip already. Dad’s stress I saw and I felt not good for the trip so I can’t go.

Next year, chloe’s said there will be form six students wanting tuition. Hopefully can teach them, however, teaching was not my major and expertise. Also it was not my main intention. So unsure about the future now. Just now hopefully can finish helping my dad with the new house. Then after that I will try to find a job.

SO sleepy, suddenly going back to chicken’s lifetime. sigh.

I just feel blank today totally blank

November 17th, 2009

Now I am still feeling blank. All blanks. Worst that last time. This feeling is not good. Thinking about presentation I am more blank.

My phone

November 17th, 2009

they always shut down by itself

their alarm hardly wakes me up

so don’t blame me for that.

muscle sprain

November 16th, 2009

duno when I got my leg’s muscle sprain and it is getting more painful today. too long didn’t exercise maybe. yesterday, while i walking (actually I ran because it was about to rain) myself to the bus stop. There is this woman holding one toddler and another two older toddlers following behind.

While walking, there are some puddles so I jumped onto the hedge and started walking. The mother however jumped over the hedge and walking by the road. When I was walking on the hedge, the little girls kept turning their heads and looked at me and asked their “ma ma look at the person!! what is she doing?” haha… i felt so cool that time. haha…

Hey i could be bad guy, kid. haha.

Kids are like that, they say what they saw, however, i was quite sad when my nephew’s teacher doesn’t. She is this petite woman where she kept saying to everyone she is very short and small. My nephew during her class told his friend, “the teacher is very small o, she is funny.” and his friend think she is funny too so she went over and told that teacher “Zavier said she is very small and cute”. The teacher was really angry she called my nephew and scolded him in front of everybody else saying why did he said she is small and so on.

What la? If children found you interesting, they want to play with you la. what does a 5 year old know? However, my nephew was quite fortunate, he didn’t understand a word she was saying because she spoke in malay.

Children are innocent than adults because they are willing to talk what they feel. I felt that is good. Most kids turned up bad because they can’t talk their feelings out. Those who ends up in happiness normally are talkative and grow up to be very successful. Never took little children ability for granted. Once they know they are really good at it.

Zavier was very sweet. My younger sister told me, there was once she took zavier crossing the road, zavier after crossing the road and said, “xiao gu, you are very beautiful o”. See, he is just liking to tell what he feel. so one day if he is willing to speak, then if he speaks something wrong, their parents can tell them what is wrong. But if you scolded him like that, what if he never simply speaks his mind out. Don’t you think you are responsible for one life who is going to grow up into a totally different person just because of you?

Looking at Zavier and the other two, i was thinking of being a kindergarten teacher. Can see them everyday. But I already chose an engineering job so I am quite reluctant to get be a kindergarten teacher. Maybe I will do that after my sis or bro finish uni ba.

Not just them that are good you know. They are very very funny! hahaha! The people who used to sell kuih to my shop. This little kid would smile at you and said do you want to buy some. Adult would look very serious and asking you if you want to buy some. Haha.. of course I would buy from the kid la. Haha. They are easily satisfied after they sold one too and even happier when they went out. I really hope all kids were like that. So parents, do not spoiled your kids! Don’t broke them.

State

November 15th, 2009

I am at the don’t care state now. Sudden freedoms were not good for me.